muppetpastor

Heart over fist, head in hands floodgates Peaceful now, where once was torrents unsure Was it the journey or the destination that mattered? matters? Did I? Will I? Freefall timebomb Heart over fist Broken breaking pieced back together and delivered nonethewiser Silence, where once was.......

Thinking. Past and future, forget the present. It's not important. Past. Love, hate, fear, and nothing. Pour into mixer. Blend. Let fester. Bake until crispy. Serve cold. Future. Love. Let simmer until thick. Serve warm. Fuck all of that. Words, meaningless and put into form for someone else's enjoyment like watching plastic surgery on television, cut and formed into something else. Artificial. Fake. Thinking. Past and future, forget the present. Past. Half-formed promises broken. Future. Half-formed promises repeated. Artificial?

Ak-47 sprayed accusations lingered heavy in the air, Gunpowder tears and bayonet eyes.... rat-a-tat-tat In the still air, I could almost hear the sun rise if I could gather the will to try hard enough. rat-a-tat-tat Bayonet eyes, surface-to-air sobbing on trajectory toward shellshocked ears. Target lock, acquired. rat-a-fucking-tat-tat Bedroom demilitarized zone, blanket barricades....her side, my side. Moonlight barbed wire fences between us. .......... Crickets chirping with the sudden cease-fire. Silence seems more unnerving than the original arguement. Blanket silence, Agent Orange of the post-arguement bedroom war, War-wear